Assalamualaikum wbt…
Hello ! we meet again yar ! frankly my mood today are so
upset and truly im very sad…u olls wanna
noe why im being like this ? urghh ! better u olls not need noe about how im
being like this okkie…I just wanna u olls not need to worry about me …but today
im feel like want to type an entry for u olls …and im noe u olls not read so
much what im typing , right ? but im still typing what im feeling now and im
dun care whether u olls read or not or u just looking around…
Okkie before im become more babbler, let us start now…loving
someone are sucks but loved by someone are sweet to us…u noe why ? bcause when
we start liking someone or loving someone we dun noe whether he loved u , right
? mybe he more like someone else than u ? we dun noe about that but he just
assume us as a friends ,that’s it …its okkie
u just be patient and mostly
important dun u give up ! u noe why ?
bcause patient is partly from a piety…im listening someone said ;when we like
someone or loving him/she but him/she not reply our love and Allah noe our
loved whether in the world or the end internally with him/she…so,what im said
is we must believe what Allah decided to us since azali and when we love Allah
more than anything , Allah will gave us a true love..InsyaAllah … One day he will realized that ur love is not
an option but it's a must. He'll regret by saying "Damn, she really loved
me. I should have..." bla bla bla … and from in your heart, have you ever
honest to the one you love?”...im sure that he will thinking like that after he
realise ur love to him…so ,my advised is be more patient and dun be kalut kalut
okkie ! hee~
Straightly , im sad bcause im think im not like the others ,
im not perfect , im felt lonely ,sleepy
, weak and….well just now im said that I dun want u olls noe why im felt so sad
, right ? but now I told u olls… I think I should have , I dun noe wht happned
to me..im felt like I dun have anything but sure u olls have anything lah..Even
it hurts, even it would make me shed tears every night, even I'll feel I'm unnoticed...i
wanna be faithful to my Mr.PMF but truly im very loves him and always loves him
internally…and im think that he will felt like me..i think so..hew hew…~waeyda
please be urslf and takes a deep breath , slowly and…
Mr.PMF ,im Waeyda love u so much and until now I cannot deny
my love to you…but u are not fully in mine yet… and my truly love is to Allah
who make me here until now,..Alhamdulillah..and u r the second loves..Mr.PMF , you
always emerge in my dream , im always waiting you in my dreams , but yesterday
you are not coming in my dream , and im
felt sad of course , because im think im not perfect to you…but I hope you’ll
always looked at me perfectly….
Sincerely from Waeyda to Mr.PMF…
Thanks for reading…and sorry for my english is messy and bad , right ?
